Anxiety is strangling me forcing air out of my already battered lungs. I cannot deal with this distraction not on top of every other pained emotion I feel. I want these nightmares to end. Contemplating the pros and cons of life has taken its toll and it bores me, I’m finished and need it to be done, now. Yet, I am scared, unsure if I actually want to go through with it. Is this the moment when I die? NO! No, no, no it’s not because I want to live. They love me as I

Anxiety is strangling me forcing air out of my already battered lungs. I cannot deal with this distraction not on top of every other pained emotion I feel. I want these nightmares to end. Contemplating the pros and cons of life has taken its toll and it bores me, I’m finished and need it to be done, now. Yet, I am scared, unsure if I actually want to go through with it. Is this the moment when I die? NO! No, no, no it’s not because I want to live. They love me as I

I am nothing! Worthless in my opinion Not deserving of existence Or of your affection Because I have nothing to give. Then you remark with a tender phrase Beautifully reminding me That I gave you my heart and soul Which you have lovingly reciprocated. I AM, something! #Love #mentalhealthissues #loveandhope #BiPolar #depression #beingsomething #poem #beingnothing #poetry

I am nothing! Worthless in my opinion Not deserving of existence Or of your affection Because I have nothing to give. Then you remark with a tender phrase Beautifully reminding me That I gave you my heart and soul Which you have lovingly reciprocated. I AM, something! #Love #mentalhealthissues #loveandhope #BiPolar #depression #beingsomething #poem #beingnothing #poetry

Save me from myself, shield me from this darkness, bandage my angry wounds, help me to breathe freely. Cleanse my bloodiness, wipe clear my sins, stitch me back together, embrace my frailty. Infect me with a life, ingest what is within me, draw my blood together, then inject me into you. Sorry, I’m such a mess, I live off your soul, you give me tenderness, I’ll love you forevermore. #Love #painandsuffering #mentalhealthproblemsdonotdiscriminate #darkpoetry #despai

Save me from myself, shield me from this darkness, bandage my angry wounds, help me to breathe freely. Cleanse my bloodiness, wipe clear my sins, stitch me back together, embrace my frailty. Infect me with a life, ingest what is within me, draw my blood together, then inject me into you. Sorry, I’m such a mess, I live off your soul, you give me tenderness, I’ll love you forevermore. #Love #painandsuffering #mentalhealthproblemsdonotdiscriminate #darkpoetry #despai

I’m left recumbent on a hospital bed wired to machines that blink and whir incessantly recording the irregular patterns made by my heart which is now battling against new levels of panic. I’m trapped inside a brightly illuminated room nauseated by its antiseptic aroma unsettled further as the cannula enters a vein its unwelcome sting forces another palpitation. Doctors confirm emergency treatment is required to repair my damaged heart a shock to the system quite liter

I’m left recumbent on a hospital bed wired to machines that blink and whir incessantly recording the irregular patterns made by my heart which is now battling against new levels of panic. I’m trapped inside a brightly illuminated room nauseated by its antiseptic aroma unsettled further as the cannula enters a vein its unwelcome sting forces another palpitation. Doctors confirm emergency treatment is required to repair my damaged heart a shock to the system quite liter

When you get too near can you not see the tear that exists on my face as if tattooed in place. It trickles down my skin exposing what is felt within illustrating that all’s not well reminding me that I’m in hell. Separating what is whole dividing me from my soul killing what I feel inside this open wound I cannot hide. Voices tell me it’s time to end this life that I cannot mend yet I’m reminded by your kiss that, I do not want this. #Love #mentalhealth #despair #

When you get too near can you not see the tear that exists on my face as if tattooed in place. It trickles down my skin exposing what is felt within illustrating that all’s not well reminding me that I’m in hell. Separating what is whole dividing me from my soul killing what I feel inside this open wound I cannot hide. Voices tell me it’s time to end this life that I cannot mend yet I’m reminded by your kiss that, I do not want this. #Love #mentalhealth #despair #

Let us savour this time offering applause as you dance capturing your smile for prosperity as genuine pride washes over us. We held your hand with passion dutifully supporting your needs fighting your battles in our heads knowing that you’d defeat adversity. Now, we celebrate your success laughing together as one dismissing those fraught moments knowing that you would succeed. Love delicately stings our eyes as we watch how you’ve grown embracing every moment in un

Let us savour this time offering applause as you dance capturing your smile for prosperity as genuine pride washes over us. We held your hand with passion dutifully supporting your needs fighting your battles in our heads knowing that you’d defeat adversity. Now, we celebrate your success laughing together as one dismissing those fraught moments knowing that you would succeed. Love delicately stings our eyes as we watch how you’ve grown embracing every moment in un

I get all, distorted as you stare at pale walls what an obscure numb forcing me down into the dirt You like me, distorted aroused when I hurt such a strange dead buzz holding tight as you fade into the dirt We’re entwined and, distorted our faces blur into new colours then I laugh at your frustration as we swim into the dirt Times up, distorted your makeup is smeared my clothes are a mess this crazy ride crashes into the dirt. #Love #addiction #desire #unity #self

I get all, distorted as you stare at pale walls what an obscure numb forcing me down into the dirt You like me, distorted aroused when I hurt such a strange dead buzz holding tight as you fade into the dirt We’re entwined and, distorted our faces blur into new colours then I laugh at your frustration as we swim into the dirt Times up, distorted your makeup is smeared my clothes are a mess this crazy ride crashes into the dirt. #Love #addiction #desire #unity #self